Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I'm not feeling creative...

And other times, I'm goofy, out-going, creative, and fun. Today, is not one of those days, so please forgive me for what will probably be a dull entry.

Sometimes. I just don't have the words to sound intriguing. Sometimes, I'm not really all that interesting. Sometimes, life just is... Sometimes.

School is crazy. I can't even begin to explain how much work I have to do. I feel as if all the teachers decided to do nothing for a whole year (with the exception of math) and then cram it all in at the end. I basically hate that.
Work is crazy, but good as always. Business is picking up slightly. I can't believe that in a few months I will have to leave the one place that I've LOVED to work at. That will be hard :(
Family and friends are good. I hate having to put my loved ones on the back-burner though. I think people should come before things like school, but, that doesn't tend to happen lately.
The good news is that I've been giving a lot more time to God than I ever have before :) I can see my relationship growing with him. I actually yearn to read the Word and I yearn to pray. It comes much easier than it ever has before.
Speaking of this, I'm reminded that I said I would post my testimony one day. Maybe today if I can get through my mountain of homework.

I pray all of you have been well!!

5 comments:

Sydney Smith said...

I have days that like as well. When I took drivers ed it felt like the teacher did nothing at first then crammed at the last minute. The frist month he just had us read and then answer the questions in the back of the book, Then as we neared our test he started teaching actually instead of just having us read. I think I learned more the last week than i did the rest of the time.

You said that soon you will be leaving your job, is this because of collage?

Many blessings
~Sydney~

Stephanie said...

Dito with my school work... I have a physics mini lab due tomorrow. It's dull.

To make things clear, I don't play real drums, I was playing the hand drum but with that said I do have a little rhythm in me.

I'm glad works good for you. Did you ever find out who was stealing?

I'm righ with you when you say that people (and definitely God too) should come before school. Society doesn't see it like that though, there's at least a couple people I'd like to make time for but I can't because of school work. In Africa there's more importance placed on people.

You're in a cool place with God right now for sure. Maybe sometime soon I should get a prayer journal, I would want a nice if I were planning on sticking with it though. So it's not for this very moment but maybe in the somewhat near future...

God bless!

Dragonflysoul said...

"Sometimes. I just don't have the words to sound intriguing. Sometimes, I'm not really all that interesting."

when i read that, i immediately thought of that Aaron Shust song that goes "give me words to speak, don't let my spirit sleep...'cause i can't think of anything worth saying..." :-)

i'm sorry school is so crazy for you right now. i know that is so frustrating and exhausting. i agree too that people should come before school/work. life is so backwards sometimes.

that is so awesome that you are drawing nearer to God now more than ever! i love hearing that. that yearning to read His Word and to pray is awesome and it only comes from the Holy Spirit. because, if people are anything like ME, that does not always come naturally. reading the Word and praying, as gratifying as both are, are actually a discipline. and i'm not always the most disciplined person. so when the Lord really gets in there and gives you that burning passion for the things of Him on a daily basis, it's an awesome feeling! i'm so happy to hear that you are there.

oh, to answer your questions from my blog, things are pretty ok with me. swimming has been ok, though not as peaceful lately as i'd like. the pool has been a little crowded the last couple of times, so it's hard to block out voices and splashing feet so that i can concentrate on God. but what can ya do - all the others swimmers have a right to be there too right? :-) i'm still praying about decisions and getting deeper into His Word, and anxiously anticipating where He will lead me.

have a beautiful day sweetheart!

Alyssa said...

school can definetly suck. I am completley pounded right now.
But just pray and get through it, and it would be worth it in the end :D
I am pretty sure you know that already, but I just wanted to let you know that :D

Stephanie said...

So did you think about the bonus thoughts I left about switching hand dominance?

Not to mention VERY true what you said about Africa!